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Sunday, November 22, 2009 -{'11:59 PM

went to work today. was having headache but still , I went.

Watched 2012 yesterday, was a very long show.

Part of it was draggy but overall quite alright.

After movie met joan and hoe khim then went to dempsey to have ice cream.

Girls' favourite, Ice creams and chocolates.

Haas. :DD

Work was fine today.

Had sushi for dinner, after work sushi again.

Have been headache like recently.

It's like it's coming back, make me feel so miserable some times.

Headaches please, GO AWAY, I beg you. ):

♥

Saturday, November 21, 2009 -{'12:30 AM

A month since I blog.

Many things happen , good and bad.

School work are going fine, home is fine too.

Maybe I just need a break from some thing else.

I know it will hurt in some way, but still I think I have to give myself a break.

I don't think i'm able to go on anymore after all these.

Yes, we had gone through thick and thin for 22months.

But it hurts everytime we quarrel and fight.

I really hate it, I don't like it.

All I wanted was a change, but I don't see any yet.

So I decided to give us a break, a time to cool down.

I'm sorry.

♥

Saturday, October 03, 2009 -{'12:35 AM

went to school for portfolio review today.

after the review, hubby and I went to heeren to have lunch.

Had lunch at Waraku because I had carvings for sushi almost everyday.

After lunch, we went to lido for movie. "Surrogates"

Movie, shopping for present for my dearest dad.

Dinner and home sweet home.

Went home and talk to daddy.

Both mum and dad want to change their phone.

Me too ~

Hope I can.

Working tmr at suntec :DD

Miss hubby alot alot.

Hubby I love you.

♥

Thursday, October 01, 2009 -{'1:34 AM

Went Top1 to sing with hubby on Tues.

It was so long since we last went for singing session.

After singing we went to chinatown to have dessert.

Hubby and I had conflicts but everything was fine at night when I'm home.

Today hubby accompanied me to work.

He was with his friends the whole day.

I can see from hubby's expression that he is really happy.

There were misunderstanding between he and his friends but everything is fine now.

:DDD

Hubby,

don't care about those idiots that talk behind your back,

and who are trying to sow discord you and your friends.

After all foxes will always show their tails after some time.

People get to see their true self and leave them.

Let them say till their mouth bleed and lost their voice.

That's the best cos when they need help, no one will help.

Because no one can hear. Because they can't talk anymore.

HAHAHAHA :DDDD

Okay, I feel so bad to say all these la.

But if that really happens, they deserve it.

Same to those who like to talk bad about others.

Listing out the facts are fine, but spouting nonsense that aren't true,

wait till you get your retribution, people will be laughing at you.

No one is perfect, you can't stop idiots from spouting nonsense.

They just feel insecure that's why they need to break up friends ,

in order to keep them to themselves.

This is call selfish, childish and insignificant idiots who should not exist in this world.

Selfish people will turn out lonely in the end.

Guess I should have an advance celebration for you guys to get your retribution.

*CLAPS*

Hubby,

I love you a lot a lot.

We've been quarreling but our love get stronger after each quarrel.

I want to see you badly after each good morning.

I miss you even more after each goodbye.

I wish to see you in my dreams after each good night.

♥ I MISS YOU

Sunday, September 27, 2009 -{'11:51 PM

It's about don't know how many donkey weeks never blog already.

For the past few weeks, caught a few movies,

went for Chanel eye wear party with Joan and hubby.

Went cycling, manicure and pedicure, Sentosa and shopping ~!!

Nothing much to talk about actually.

Still the same routine just that, hubby is included in my daily routine.

HAAS~

Went Vivo with mum and dad on Saturday and had dinner at Tung Lok.

OMG~ That was my second time there.

I remember the first time was with my-used-to-be best friend and her current boyf.

Which was not her boyf at that time, like almost more than a year ago.

Photos will be the better speaker. :DD

Going for Chanel eye wear party at Paragon.

Jerline and me

At Shangri-la Hotel, The Line for company dinner.

Adeline.

Only manage to take photos with the two with my phone.

After movie but forget what show.

Cycling at ECP

After cycling and dinner.

I look through all the photos this is the only one which four of us took tgt.

Joan and my nail art (:

Totally love mine. I did it on my nails too.

Hubby too got buried :DD

Burying HoeKhim in the sand

Hubby and me

- it's me without makeup. HAAS

Sentosa

♥

Monday, September 07, 2009 -{'11:44 PM

I don't know what's the fucking problem with my parents.

If they are not happy with me then so be it.

Stop controlling my life, THIS IS MY LIFE not fucking yours.

So let me live my own life.

♥ I'm FREAKING STRESS NOW

Tuesday, September 01, 2009 -{'11:03 AM

Everything are like are packed up together.

I can't breathe, fucking stress.

I thought I can cope with it but seriously I can't.

I want to get out of this stupid stressful world.

I just don't feel like going to school ANYMORE ~

But I have to because of my parents.

They put in so much effort in me, no matter how tired they are,

they still work to provide me with whatever I want in the future.

I know, I understand, that's why I'm still hanging on.

Just because of them.

They love me and care of me , I too.

I don't want to be disappointed if I tell them I want to stop studying.

I don't think I can stand another moment of seeing their disappointed face.

It's been months when I see them in disappointment.

It hurts me badly , so I don't want that to happen.

NEVER ~!!!

I keep telling myself I have to hang on.

I've to do better, I've to get good grades.

But no matter how hard I tried it's like it isn't enough at all.

It's like it's never gonna be enough no matter how much effort I've put in.

There will always someone that can do better and really much more better.

Every time when I see that, I fucking feel like killing myself.

I hold back my tears every single time but this time I can't .

It's the last two blocks for Year2 sem1 but I still fucking hell stress.

I seriously never ever thought that I can't cope with the stress in school.

But the fact proves that, I can't. And really can't

I've never felt so stress in my whole life before not even for O' levels.

I just hate the feeling, I just wish to kill myself and end of everything.

I don't have to do work, don't have to submit assignments, don't have to present.

Don't have to see my parents and those who care for me in disappointment.

I don't have to care how others feel because I'm not around anymore.

I just want to run away, as far as I can.

From everything that I'm unable to cope, the stress, the work, the projects.

Even if I don't kill myself, all these are killing me already.